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Definitely not what I want to look like but I still felt pretty skinny today

Definitely not what I want to look like but I still felt pretty skinny today

The best $14 I’ve ever spent so far :)

Just ordered a food journal and exersize journal from Barns & Noble. I can’t wait until they get here!

Ass so fat, need some fat pants

I can’t fit hardly any of my clothes :( they’re all too small!!! What the fuck happened!?!?!

Can anyone see the idiotic standpoint that I’m in?

I use to think I was living a dream because everything seemed so good, then I was shaken awake and I knew that it was living a nightmare. My only sanity comes when I lay next to the guy that loves me and says he wants to be with me forever, but I can’t help but to think “I love you too but I don’t want to be with you like I want to be with David”. How in the hell can I live like this, how in the world can I sit here and say that I love a man who will give me anything and everything but I want more the man who never loved me, probably never would, and would never give me anything I wanted? I feel as though I’m living a soap opera and I’m the girl (the whore) everyone hates because I’ve got the greatest, smartest, richest guy on the show and I don’t deserve him because I’ll always want the funnier, more handsome, underdog.
Someone give me the red A because I’m the whore.

I think the fat from my middle section is migrating to my arms and butt/thigh area…?

I think the fat from my middle section is migrating to my arms and butt/thigh area…?

liesandskinnythighs:

fatt-cheerleaders-suck:

holly fuck. 

this will be me

I WANT!!

liesandskinnythighs:

fatt-cheerleaders-suck:

holly fuck. 

this will be me

I WANT!!

(Source: how-to-get-skinny-fast-and-easy)

Definitely not what I want to look like but I still felt pretty skinny today

Definitely not what I want to look like but I still felt pretty skinny today

The best $14 I’ve ever spent so far :)

Just ordered a food journal and exersize journal from Barns & Noble. I can’t wait until they get here!

Ass so fat, need some fat pants

I can’t fit hardly any of my clothes :( they’re all too small!!! What the fuck happened!?!?!

I love her

I love her

(Source: contagiouslystupid, via distorted-eyes)

Can anyone see the idiotic standpoint that I’m in?

I use to think I was living a dream because everything seemed so good, then I was shaken awake and I knew that it was living a nightmare. My only sanity comes when I lay next to the guy that loves me and says he wants to be with me forever, but I can’t help but to think “I love you too but I don’t want to be with you like I want to be with David”. How in the hell can I live like this, how in the world can I sit here and say that I love a man who will give me anything and everything but I want more the man who never loved me, probably never would, and would never give me anything I wanted? I feel as though I’m living a soap opera and I’m the girl (the whore) everyone hates because I’ve got the greatest, smartest, richest guy on the show and I don’t deserve him because I’ll always want the funnier, more handsome, underdog.
Someone give me the red A because I’m the whore.

iminlovewithvintageandhealth:

Always reblog.


I like this

iminlovewithvintageandhealth:

Always reblog.

I like this

(Source: weightedlongenough, via infinitefitness)

I think the fat from my middle section is migrating to my arms and butt/thigh area…?

I think the fat from my middle section is migrating to my arms and butt/thigh area…?

The best $14 I’ve ever spent so far :)
I’m tired of looking in the mirror and being disappointed
Ass so fat, need some fat pants
Can anyone see the idiotic standpoint that I’m in?
I’m the only person who ever tells me I’m not good enough.

About:

My name is Britt.
Age: 19
Stats: 5'0"
CW: 112 GW1: 110 GW2: 105 GW3: 100 GW4 (if possible): 95 UGW: 88

These are my personal thoughts and feelings. I use to be anorexic, then I got "help", then some shit went down and its been trying to come back: I honestly don't know if I can keep it from coming back...I don't know if I want to keep it from coming back either.

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